Merry Xmas y’all

With the ginormous zit on my face….
I may not be my prettiest this Xmas but I’m definitely at my happiest.

Simple things like cooking dinner tog..
Lying on B’s lap to watch Ch5′s movie..
Eating chips tog.. And…
Laughing non-stop about Nacho Libre..

The simplest things do makes one happy.
In fact, my happiest xmas I can ever recall.

Thank you, Notti B for hiding my hotdoggie and making me happy. Don’t need fancy dinners & pressies, I just need you!

Happy blessed X’mas everybirdy!

Maiden Speech

In my maiden speech today…
I’ll be sharing this short story with the kids…

http://www.motivational-messages.com/inspirationalstories20.html

Hoping to inspire the procrastinator in me & the kids

If all guys think like this………… :D

More to come~

 

I hope to have more time for this.. Bringing Ah ma out.. just simple shopping and eating makes her fairly happy already..

Mental note to give time for important things like this

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Who do you think you are?

I miss those Boyce Avenue days we shared~~

Who do you think you are
Running round leaving scars
Collecting your jars of hearts…….

I miss you…

It’s hard to move on…
Can’t help it but flashbacks of Ah Gong will come up each day..
As I went to visit with B yesterday.. the tears just kept coming with no rhyme or reason..

Did you hate me for the decision we made?
Are you still angry, Ah Gong?
Are you happy up there?
Can you see us?

Come back and visit us if you could…
:’(

Hmmm~

What do I want? I really don’t know..

Work is so busy I don’t even have the time to think for myself. What do I want out of this?

The things I’m doing now, is it really what I want? Or should I just lay low and fade off in the background…

Clueless about what I want in life and in work.

Give me a direction,someone..

 

Beautiful words from B

B whatever happens in life or how tough it’s going to be. Pls don give up on me for I also won’t give up on u

I’m really lucky… Picking up a gem.

Yet another……..

this week, I aim to procrastinate lesser, work harder,snooze for a shorter time

I wanna wake up early for the kids still struggling with the damn long division. (argh for them)

I wanna be more efficient which means staying in class during recess to clear their work.

I wanna be more patient to the kiddos who are really pulling my hair at times…

I wanna I wanna…….. do so many things..
but out of the 5 work days, will be on course for 3 freak days again.

God, this coming week, I need a few more onces of positivity.
Help me.

Despondent

Have been feeling  so moody lately.. why oh why and i can’t seem to tell why..

Could be Ah Gong’s ailing’s state…Could be the never ending work.. could be the so many things on my mind…

I feel that I have so much to say, but don’t know where to start..

There is nothing more dreadful than the habit of doubt. Doubt separates people. It is a poison that disintegrates friendships and breaks up pleasant relations. It is a thorn that irritates and hurts; it is a sword that kills.

All that sadness does is that it begets more sadness. The powerful works of the mind. Pls let the chirpy xian come back to life.